Well, I thought I would try blogging. I am getting excited to have a GIRL! I adore my three boys, but I guess most women want a little girl to dress up and make bread with. Most of all I am excited to be done (Lord willing) being pregnant. 4 pregnancies in 5 years is enough for me! :) We are looking for a mini van right now and praying that the Lord provides the right one soon! Right now the boys are running around in their underwear pretending they are "Tarzan!"
Daycare is going well, but it gets very tiring right now. Even with the AWESOME schedule God has given me during this time, I feel stretched to my limit on many days. Sometimes I wonder why He put me in this amazing position of training and teaching children! I do not feel like I am qualified. I feel impatient, unorganized and completely inadequate. Yet somehow I am daily given a HUGE dose of GRACE! I amaze myself with the love I have for some of these children that are only mine for a few hours. I am amazed at how I have learned to control my tongue and frusturation. And I am AMAZED at how GOD has changed me! I truly have a best friend in Him. One I can confide in and who knows everything about me. One who has brought me through huge trials (losing my both of my parents to cancer) and yet has continued to shower blessings on me by giving me a husband who surpasses my dreams and expectations and beautiful healthy children who love and respect us. GRACE! Maybe that is what I should rename this blog....
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